Dear Readers,
It is Christmas and I am sick! It is bad, but I don't care much! I'm just taking care about myself. And it seems like I only care about me being sick loll! But no, I learned to be positive no matter what. So ya. I don't think anyone cares about me being sick. Anyways in other news, later our family will play a game of monopoly! Hopefully my family will be feeling better to play monopoly, because my family does not always enjoy playing the game. I don't know why. But it is annoying! Because first they are like, "sure!" But later they like, oh sorry I'm tired or, I'm busy. So, yeah! I will be upset if they reject the family time. Anyways enough about that. We are going to be eating dinner as a family. But it sadly won't be as special as Christmas Eve dinner. {Sigh.} Well I really wanna go for a walk. It is a sunny afternoon/evening. But I doubt anyone in my family will come with me. Well I wish we could all go for a nice Christmas walk. Anyway, I am planning to do a lot of reading because I'm a big book worm. Well that's what my friends think of me. I often get made fun of this, but no one is stopping me from reading! ;) Loll, and if you know the book series Dork Diaries. Well, I'm kinda like the main character. Because, I am always reading/watching something/blogging/writing in my diary. Yep, now that you know some stuff about me. You can already tell that I'm a weird geek. But not always, I'm one of those teen girls with scrunchies in hair and as bracelets and I'm that girl who is good at almost everything. Which sometimes sucks, because people tend to depend on you. But, I still don't understand why people are rude to me. It is weird, it almost seems like people like you , but envy you in a bad way. {Shudder.} Not a good thing. Also this past week mostly close to Christmas I got rude messages. They seemed to be from people my age. Because of the: Bad grammar, slang words and swears. It might from some of my classmates!!! <:( Great, on Christmas guys really? Why do I have to be targeted on this stuff!? I do nothing to my classmates and they seem to loathe me. Hmm... that gives me an idea. Maybe someone who is envious of me is doing this! Ugh, whatever I'm done with this, my phone is beeping from these stupid messages. >:I. I'll just block them! Anyways enough about the stupid people who are being rude. I'll just talk about Christmas. Def a way to be positive. So, sadly I have to be negative about my Christmas. To be honest, It was the worst Christmas I have ever had. Me and my mother are feeling sick, my dad is not feeling well himself and grandma... well she's lost all of her Christmas spirit. I don't want Christmas to be a flop! I will make sure everyone is happy on Christmas. Even me! I will make sure everyone is happy and I will make sure that no one is negative. Although I'm not gonna lie, I am the sickest, but no one is stopping me from being happy. So anyways this Christmas no family came over which was sad. My cousin was supposed to come but he never did. And we waited for him this morning to open presents!!! My Aunt and other much younger cousins were gonna come over, but they had to cancel I dunno what reason. So yeah, I'm really hoping everything will turn out better next year. Anyway, meanwhile I am beginning to help getting food ready for Christmas Day dinner. :) Grandma promised she would join us since it is Christmas. But we usually have our main dinner on Christmas Eve. Still, we can still spend time together eating and after playing monopoly. ;D Well, my mother just canceled, but I won;t get mad. Because she looks very tired, so I'll just let her rest. Well I hope no one else will cancel... Yes! I asked both Grandma and Dad and they agreed to eat and to play! That makes my mood better. So, ya we're about to eat. And my grandma is very very very selfless. The most selfless person I know, so she kept protesting about eating our food. But we soon persuaded her to at least have some tea and cake. Score, Loll. Anyway I have developed a nasty headache. Just great!!! When I was just getting to feel better. Oh well, suck it up Emma!!! So, I talked to my mother about my blogs and the first thing my mother said was, "Don't give away any personal stuff." Which made a lot of sense. So, that's what I'm gonna remember. I'm just going to be honest... I feel like all the stuff I blog about is boring. I keep saying to myself,
Emily, you can do better! And I try too hard... Anyways I'll try to make my blogs more interesting, well... without over thinking. Anyways Bye, gotta go and have a Very Merry Christmas!!!
~ Emma
